Another Tiring Day

Day after TT Night was so busy
I keep on rushing for my assignments and homework
really can't give up I really exhausted
tomorrow have to get prepared everything
need to rush everything
I have to settle everything
WORK HARD
I CAN DO IT

Long time didn't update my blog

Before this after TT night
Just back to my busy life as doing assignments and homework
and just went for the other event which is OO night
happy for them because they did it better than last year
then hang out today was so fun
today hanging out with my girlfriend
really good time and we enjoy lot
happy that you hang out with me...
tomorrow is my presentation for roleplay
going to get ready everything
and enjoy the roleplay tomorrow
happy always

TT

TT is over
I really cry today
I try to hold
but I can't
I really miss everyone here
I miss you guys as always go to visit training spot
rushing all my works
and everything that keeps me busy
I miss every single of it
before performance keep on convince you guys
and everything
though lot of thing happen between this time
but til the end
it makes me really very touched on what I had did
maybe I'm not helping much in my department
but I feel that I had improve from before
I really do
I hope I can improve more
We are family
and a happy family
miss you guys and those times lot
Happy always

BIG DAY

TT is happened later at around 6 p.m.
I really tired
I really got lot of opinion to say just can't say it face to face
I just want advice everyone to be positive
the stage is yours and you are the only one using it when you perform
make it like your home
walk around shout around sing around and dance around
singing is like your karaoke
dancing is like your clubbing space
just want to be natural enjoy the flow
enjoy your performance
enjoy everything
for the rehearsal just now
I really sometimes don't know how to face it
Problems: Coordinate the finalist. hard for me cause I don't like to stop people enjoying
but of course overcome it, no more soft
Advice: need to advice and comfort everyone
I need to improve lot of things
sometimes when I'm in this department like doing nothing
all of you busy with this and that
but I was just sitting aside and watch
maybe is not my task but really hope to reduce you guys jobs and tension
Stay positive
Happy always

Just TT

Girl,
I don't mean not to meet you
I hope you really understand that
I told you I promise myself to fully committed in TT after my mid term test
This is where I born
I need to be with my family whereby the big days is coming
i know next week you will be busy and maybe we can't meet
but I will try to arrange my time to meet you
don't worry k?
you know I love you,
please just let me settle all the thing I promise
you said to me must keep promise
I love you
Happy always

Thinking

While I had busy helping out
and become exhausted
I sleep in a row of chair thinking
before I was in lot of confidence
but
thinking deep
why all my confidence lost
is it due to others people influence
so I started to think that
now I'm in a different environment
I need to learn everything on my own
making decision all on my own
I need to face my own future
no influence of other peoples comment about what I'm doing
one friend told me lot
I try accept
but after all I found that
that was myself
I can't change my personality
I am who I am
I need to be myself to improve
not to follow what others do to improve
because I'm special
Thinking positively
I can do it
Happy always

TT 2 days left

fAfter I finish all my test for this week
my full commitment is on TT
I have not been with them about 3 days
I need to help out
I really miss out lot of things
then the coming assignments
I need to finish lot of things and having the discussion on Monday
I did everything except the assignment
try to borrow notes from my friends
then copy and settle everything
really want finish everything fast
but it seems hard
no matter what happened
I will finish everything I won't let my teammates suffer cause of me
Happy always