Headache recently

Cause of headache
most probably stress...
or maybe my body getting hot
there is just two possibilities
I really got lot of stress recently
stress on exam
on stuff
financial
most probably everything in my life
getting so stress
all of these stress I really don't know how to manage them
I started my study each everyday
I really study hard
but I really try to get what am I studying
what is the purpose I'm studying
I wanna to be the best
that is why I want to be special
I hope my concept is correct
I'm special
I tried
although result not satisfy myself
but I will still try
I want to get it
get my knowledge
I need my knowledge in my performance in future
I learn lot of soft skill knowledge
But I need more
I need more knowledge that's my aim
but now this stress came out makes my objective going out of no where
I want back my objective
I want to know everything in my job scope in future
I want understand everything about business
I had chosen my path
I deserve to suffered this
BUT
I realize I must improve more and more
learn more and more
to get to the way of SUCCESS
other than this
the main important thing I need to get done is just my study
I need to work hard in order for me to success

I really thanks to my family that care me to settle my financial problem
really thanks to them

But, I'm studying in KL
my family not with me also
I really thanks a lot to one girl
I really love her more and more
because she care me lot
and do whatever she could just for me
I love you girl
thanks for everything
really appreciate everything that you gave to me
I will keep my promises to hug you 1 minutes everyday
hold your hand
support you just like you support me
I love you girl
Happy always