I found myself got lot of weaknesses in myself that I need to overcome it as fast as possible before I go to UK
Firstly, I easy to got frustrated when I can't get things done
Secondly, I'm not firm and not strong enough
Lastly, I don't know how to control my emotion
I realized this thing when I had three things need to be done
my girlfriend ask me to exchange the money into draft
and at the same time I got lunch date with my lecturer
that time when I'm in bank, my lecturer phone me up, and I scare I'm late and get frustrated
that time my girlfriends got pissed I know she think of me a lot, but I just can't control my tempered and my feeling that time, causes her to ran away
After that I decided to let my lecturer awhile and settle my bank stuff, that time I really don't know where my girlfriend ran away
After everything done, I try to call my girlfriend in the bank and get warning from the guard makes me so embarrassing...
seriously pissed my day off...after settle it I straight walk away and I really didn't realized my girlfriend sitting outside the bank.(That's makes her pissed off to the max)
Throughout the way I find my lecturer, I just sms her a word Bye, and she got really angry, but at that time I really very angry and I don't care of her feeling, Sorry, my love one.
When I'm on the way to find my lecturer, he also got pissed cause I can't find him until he got pissed and luckily we do met up finally, having lot of mood inside when I'm having my lunch with him. But still I can control my feeling.
After lunch, send my regards to my lecturer and went to find my girlfriend and try to talk with her, luckily we have a smooth talk and everything went good. I'm seriously found out I'm not a really good boyfriend to her, that's why I found lot of mistake I made.
Lesson from this:
always stay calm and think of the person who closest to you
doing things must stay calm avoid being clumsy and makes u look no confident at all
a lot of things I learn
most importantly take care of all sort of emotion you had,
really need to take care it and don't let others get hurt
I seriously gonna grow up
handle every situation firmly and steady
Thanks girl, U gave me a lesson
I love you
always love you
really appreciate the love and forgiveness you gave me
Happy always
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