Positive thinking

Maybe in the train is my best place to think everything again

Well as I previously mentioned
My current job is just to understand how the system work and what we need to know and keyed inside the system

At first I'm really happy I got to do more than that and really happy I can learned more but day by day, week by week pass by, I got bored, because what I became now is to teach others how to key in and use it, but I'm always do all the back end think I really don't know the user thing to key in anyway...

After that I found some solution, I'm trying hard to learn so that I'm able to guide and teach them...learning all by myself and through my team member...

End up I learned nothing I perhaps, trying to understand everything is not as easy as ABC...

So, I'm struggling lately, on the mistake I made...problem on assists others...made me feel do restless these few days

I'm trying to maintain my positive thinking mind stay calm...but really it's really hard...having a clear mind all the time it's really not that easy...

I really hope I can learn by myself faster ...I really trying...I don't understand why...

Well things that got me fire is on the lately meeting, with my current job I hardly keep my promise to my girlfriend because of all the time constraint...and the meeting ...i really got dont know of the reason I need to stay and listen to it..the meeting saying and mentioning all the problem in the system.....it might be part of learning but it's late at night..and I'm so tired that not even a words can stick on my mind...I really hope all these can be done in the morning....

After all these problems come in, I always try my best to have a positive mind and be happy always...luckily I got a very understanding gf that always support me...always calm me and know what I need when I'm down...

I really want to learn either by myself and learning from others but I find it really hard

All I want now is just knowledge and the ability to assist my team, I really hope I'm able to think every sort of way to help my team members out

I really need to think out a way so that I can continue to learn and be passion in my job...just really have to try my best and learn as much as possible

Just stay positive and keep learning
Pain in life is to enable one to grow up stronger

Happy always