惭愧，亏欠，对不起

分手后，流了不少的泪，感觉自己也瘦了几公斤，让我来发一个博说完分手后的感言吧！发完这最后一次，就继续已经在前进的我。

首先，谢谢一直在我身边的家人和朋友。

第一个是敬爱的刘女王，这7年里真的对不起，我忽略了你对我的爱，我真的很不孝，拍拖时没好好陪你，分了手后，你是那个一直陪我和我开玩笑，当你告诉我不要怕，我一直在你身边时，虽然那时候只是信息，我的泪都狂飚了。 女王，对不起，我真的知错了，没有人能替代你在我心中的位置，虽然现在发现有点迟，子欲养儿亲不待，我记得的，女王，原谅我，我一定会好好照顾自己，听你的做好自己， 完成梦想，真的很谢谢你一直陪着我。我会做好自己，有时间就回家陪你，我好想念你煮给我的菜肴，小时候不珍惜，大了特怀念。当面我根本对着你开不了口，我也不想让你看到我的眼泪，我会好起来的。

第二，兄弟们，谢谢你们的辅导，我会改过自新的，我不会浪费你们骂我的时间。我一定会改掉我拖延的习惯，不准时的习惯，懒散的习惯，我一定会改完他。谢谢兄弟们。 只有你翔，其实在我心中你是跟我最要好的，可是我现在看到你，我感觉好陌生，我不知道要和你说什么，我很想可以像以前那样疯疯癫癫，但我真的办不到，希望你能给我时间，过了一段日子会好回的，无论如何，你都是我的兄弟。你叫到我一定会出现的。

第三段，我真的很想留给你田小姐，我知道两年前，我把我们的关系复杂了，我真的对不起。我以为我一路以来只是把你当妹妹，可是我发觉到自己挺喜欢你的。分了手后，很谢谢你一直陪着我，说改变我，我真的很努力改变，我想要达到你的目标，我一定会做到一个疼爱你，有前景知道自己未来，比你懂事不需要你操心，对你忠心，我不是分手了才有的冲动。我很了解自己想要保护的是你，真的希望我来得及赶上你的火车。为了你，我一定会改变，也不忘了赚多点钱养你。我希望你不介意，我一直黏着你，为的也是了解你。我真的动心了，虽然你告诉我有更好的，可是我真的不要，我的目标很清楚，只要照顾你一辈子。跟你说了要去新加坡找你，去怡宝找你，是我和你的约定，再忙我也会找你。是你让我有这股力量想要了解你，我真的希望你能看到我的改变，我会证明给你看，我对你的爱，不是因为孤独，而是真的动心了。其实，我看了你的博客，我真的好想是那位你第一个就想到的人。

最后，再见以前的刘翔斌，我要前进了，我要做一个为了自己而活的刘翔斌，我要达到我的梦想。

感恩，未来会更好，一切都会顺利。

Hopeful 2017

Just a blink of eye and we already step in the 3rd month of the year, there is lot of things happen in my life just between these first 2 months of the year.

Firstly, it's really sad that I ended my 7 years relationship during the valentine days of year 2017. It's really hard for me to accept this, but by thinking it deep into my mind and my heart, I think is the right thing for her to do so, as times goes by everything become a norm and we didn't realize our love has been faded throughout all these year but we just didn't realize it. Just until the time when it so close to our wedding day, then only you realize it. After all the explanation I agree that this has to be done for the best of both parties, I do respect her decision and decided to let go. Just send the blessing to her. I am the one who mess up this relationship, I'm really thank you for things that you sacrifice for me these 7 years. Thank you Thank you Thank you.

Thank you for the 7 years memory.

It took me awhile to move on, that is why I really grateful that I got my buddies and family by my side and keep the positive energy surrounding me. Really thank you guys. Thank to this happen, I realize the real feeling and the thing should be done of loving someone else.

But in order to love other people, love ourselves is the most important things to do. Learn to love yourself treat yourself nice, and people will start to surrounding around you because of all the positive energy that you able to generate out.

All I got to know is to stay positive and solve all the problems in future. 

Thank you for my brothers advice, I will change all my bad habits away and set new targets to achieve. About relationship, I decided to put it aside. All I need now is to focus to my objectives and be success in my career.

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for the gift of health that keeping me alive and to be success.