Be positive

We have to be positive in everything that we facing

no matter what

even in shares

we have to think to the worst

and make decision

same sort of things come in life

we have to prepare for the worst

and fight for the future by staying positive

even the path now is really hard

but try to think when we got it

we got our goal

how is the feeling inside you

other than that

try to figure out the way

and think of the pass how we success

and improve ourself to do it better and smoother

learning is the progress of success

My senior advice

Success will only gain by practicing more what you had learnt

I found it very meaningful

just to share to everyone

Happy always

Carrot Day

Today girl girl brought carrot that we bought yesterday
eating those raw carrots...
sweet but make me uncomfortable
anyway
still enjoy it
doing all gyms
and playing those games at JJ games zones area
really enjoy
thanks girl
I really released lot of stress
happy always

PTPTN

I need to gather all the documents and get this PTPTN done
As soon as possible
really took me a hard time to settle it....
really have to settled it fast

Just went back from KLCC

Just went KLCC for one talk or call forum about investor
organized by i capital
didn't get much return because I can't get the info I want
just listen about China economics
talking about their GDP
housing index which is their things to worry
other than that mention about how the government face the recession
about the plan 4 trillion
that's all I can recall
happy always

Work hard

Maybe I'm not as smart as others
Maybe I'm not perfect as others
but I really will do whatever thing to improve myself
work hard for everything
happy always

Still no idea

Still no idea what am i studying currently
next Monday test
I just know i should really know how to do consolidated balance sheet and financial presentation
really know everything...
I can do it...
happy always

Headache recently

Cause of headache
most probably stress...
or maybe my body getting hot
there is just two possibilities
I really got lot of stress recently
stress on exam
on stuff
financial
most probably everything in my life
getting so stress
all of these stress I really don't know how to manage them
I started my study each everyday
I really study hard
but I really try to get what am I studying
what is the purpose I'm studying
I wanna to be the best
that is why I want to be special
I hope my concept is correct
I'm special
I tried
although result not satisfy myself
but I will still try
I want to get it
get my knowledge
I need my knowledge in my performance in future
I learn lot of soft skill knowledge
But I need more
I need more knowledge that's my aim
but now this stress came out makes my objective going out of no where
I want back my objective
I want to know everything in my job scope in future
I want understand everything about business
I had chosen my path
I deserve to suffered this
BUT
I realize I must improve more and more
learn more and more
to get to the way of SUCCESS
other than this
the main important thing I need to get done is just my study
I need to work hard in order for me to success

I really thanks to my family that care me to settle my financial problem
really thanks to them

But, I'm studying in KL
my family not with me also
I really thanks a lot to one girl
I really love her more and more
because she care me lot
and do whatever she could just for me
I love you girl
thanks for everything
really appreciate everything that you gave to me
I will keep my promises to hug you 1 minutes everyday
hold your hand
support you just like you support me
I love you girl
Happy always

Sweet day

Today was a promise that I promise my girl long time ago
I promise her to cook her a meal
and I did it
I cook a Maggie mee with a hotdog for her
and she cook for me some herbal
drinking it now..it was so nice
thank you girl love you lot
will keep all my promise
love you...
hug you tight
everyday for 1 minute
love you
happy always

Activities for this Sunday

wake up watch anime
go for lunch
after that study hope I can do it...
i wan understand everything happy always

Stress

I got my coursework examination paper today
sad to said that I just 2 marks less than the passing marks
really sad
this shows that I have to work more harder
but really stress a lot today
I try lot of ways to release my stress
then study
after that I go for study awhile
I'm just glad my life got a girl called Xin Yun with me
she really support me
that is why today happen lot of things
that I don't know how to express
main point is...
she take care of me lot
and support me
thank you
love you always
happy always

CFO SUMMIT

Last two days I just went for a conference organized by ACCA
called CFO SUMMIT
at first went there me and my friend was shocked
because everyone wearing formal
but only me and him casual
and we are the only student there
proud to be special
but the most important is the forum there
talking how to become a CFO
and the most interesting I got is
3 golden words
Controller, Forecaster and Strategy
as a CFO you must know how to control your members and lead them
forecaster, must able to forecast the future as the cash flow of company, sales and operating the company
Strategy, what is the strategy you would like to implement to generate more profit to your company
that's the thing I remember the clearest
other than that
second part talking about control of TESCO and ORACLE things
then the third part is the economics things
show you how the economics of ASIA
and how to gain experience in recession
Fourth....
is talking about how to become a CFO..not paying full attention
The last one is talking about prevent from fraud staff
here talking about Audit, and talking about analyzing financial statement
well...
overall this event was very cool
at least I learned almost everything there
Special thanks to my friend Lim Shan Yie
Happy always

Things I wanna to tell you

Girl...
you know I really love you all these while
I'm sorry that sometimes I really did something hurt you
I really promised won't do anything sorry to you anymore
NEVER
But, there is a lot of things I wanna tell you other than this
you know every night before I sleep
I will sms you...
I really hope you will reply me..
But I don't want to disturb...
I don't know why...all these days I'm so weak, I'm not superb like you expect from me
I can do anything to make you happy
BUT
I really need your reply for my night sms to make me comfort that you with me
Although you always in my heart and part of my soul
I just want some more comfort
I didn't blame you
is my fault also
I didn't reply your messages when I'm busy
I can't be selfish
I won't silent my phone when I'm outside...
Every time when I'm alone I first thinking of you
sms-ing you
hope you will reply
but
I hardly get your reply when I'm alone...
I don't blame you..cause you're busy also
no matter what...
I really love you...
I will love you more for every single day
I promise will protect you
Promise our future
Promise our love
Promise ourselves that we are going to be a happy family
I'm really happy you can get close with my family
I don't mind that I can't get to know your parents
I just want be perfect before I meet them
BUT
one thing for sure
I really miss you when I writing this blog
I will open the birthday song you sing for me before I sleep
just to hear your voice
I love you girl
thanks for the support
I won't let you down
I will be perfect as you want me to be
I love you girl...
I really happy I got you
I will hold your hand forever
hug you when you sleep for every single night
accompany you when I'm free
I promised you all these
I did it and I hope so you think I did it
I will continue to do it better for our future and also for our future family
I love you girl...
I really do
you know how touch am I
for the answer you gave me when I asked you will you marry to me
you sometimes feel shy and give me a kiss
sometimes you just say same
I really very happy and touch when hear you say it...
I really hope I got you to be with me every single of my day
I really hope we can happy each other
I love you
Happy always

Time to Grow

Miss the time before
that is not the way to improve yourself Jason
remember
your selected your path since the first day
you decided it
now the pathway is like what you don't like sometimes
you feel lonely
you feel there is no one can chat with you
your time is totally different from your love one
but she is being considerate
please appreciate her
you know yourself very well that this girl can't get anyway
you know this very well
you said you need future plan
you suffering lot by pressure
tortured
BUT
now
is better that you start be alone
you need to grow, need to improve
you're not the LXB before....
need everyone be with you
the LXB now...is more independent
learn to stand alone
need friends...but....you may think that you can't mix with them
at least some...
I can...
BUT
at least I got some friend
I talk with myself all these
I can....
I can do it..
just like everything I can do it...
people need improve in many way
need to improve your weakness and become your strength
have to become stronger....
improvement
what I need to do now is...
everything...try to do myself
everything hands on...
I'm on my own
I got family support and my love one...
I really happy got all of you support
I will become stronger
won't drop my tears already
Happy always